Chris in VA Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 I'm very grateful to be here. I like living here a lot, I truly do. I've met amazing people, I have friends, I get one of the nicest apartments in the area, I love living in a school, I have lots of eat. I have a loving husband who really wants me. And I live in Jerusalem now and I miss my daughter and my sons, and one son lost his job and can't find another, and I miss our cat, and it's Thanksgiving and I miss that, too. We are going to a feast today and it will be great, but it's not MY house (which doesn't exist anymore, since we lived in a rectory and will never go "home"--but we will make a new home, I know--)/ Anyway, I don't want to whine when I have it so good. I don't want to be ungrateful. But I'm a little homesick and have been for a week or so, so I'm asking for prayers. It doesn't make sense, since I have all I need, but...there it is. It is what I feel, so I am feeling it instead of denying it. Thanks. 16 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rosie_0801 Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 (((Chris))) It's quite normal to miss who and where we were, even if we're in a good place now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amira Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 It does make sense. I hope you have a wonderful day today to balance out a bit of the sadness. You’re not at all ungrateful for missing your family. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tuesdayschild Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Praying for your aching homesick heart. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arctic Bunny Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 It absolutely makes sense. Hugs to you during the ups and downs of being “away”. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
happi duck Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Many (hugs) 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrincessMommy Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 It makes sense - especially at the holidays. Hugs and prayers 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mumto2 Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Sending hugs and prayers. Being homesick is totally normal, I certainly was. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Annie G Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 I’m sorry. Even though it’s totally normal to feel homesick, it still hurts. Hugs and prayers. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scholastica Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Praying for you and all those missing you, as well. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris in VA Posted November 22, 2018 Author Share Posted November 22, 2018 Thank you so much. I do feel better. We took a little trip to Bet Safafa today (near Bethlehem) so my husband could get measured for an item of clergy apparel he will need. And we are about to leave for dinner. I will get to talk to my kids, and my parents, and I did a quick video chat with my best friend sort of spur of the moment a couple hours ago. It's all good. Thanks for your prayers and support. 9 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ScoutTN Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Glad you are feeling a bit better, I will still pray for you, and for your son who needs a job! Homesickness, like grief, can sneak up on you at unexpected times. We expect it at holidays but are sometimes unprepared for its strength. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pippen Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Praying for you Chris. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wintermom Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Glad you are feeling better. Special holidays are the toughest when we are away from home and family. Hope you have a good day making new memories. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ktgrok Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Of course you are homesick! You can love where you are and miss where you used to be all at the same time! Plus - family!!!! Bittersweet seems like the right description. Sending love and prayers. Also, I've been thinking of you, and nearly messaged you this week. We attended an Episcopal church for the first time in years and it was the most amazing, welcoming, wonderful church experience I've ever had (second only to my reception in the RC church at an Easter Vigil...but Easter Vigil services are in a class of their own anyway, lol). Blessing to you and your family today! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hippiemamato3 Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Homesickness is hard, and painful, and nothing to feel guilty about. Hang in there. Sending prayers your way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KrissiK Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 It totally makes sense. And it is normal to be homesick. Don’t feel bad. I think it would be more worrisome if you had no feelings of loss or homesickness. Sending you Hugs!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mominco Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 (((hugs))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sheryl Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 (edited) Ahh, Chris! You have valid emotions. I can tell you're torn over this. I believe people can be grateful and still have desires, longings. For the Christian, sometimes it seems we shouldn't have those b/c everything we have and need is in Messiah. And, that's true. But, Jesus had emotions. It's OK to remember you are blessed but to "miss" your usual circumstances. You're a Mom - you're going to miss your kids. I hope you can skype (I know it's not the same but it's better than not, or a phone call, etc). Don't beat yourself up over this. Hugs and prayer now! Edited November 22, 2018 by sheryl 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marbel Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Hugs to you, Chris. Totally get you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faith-manor Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Many hugs to you Chris! The holidays are hard when so far away from your family and the comfort and normalcy of home. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Robin M Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Hugs and prayers winging your way! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ausmumof3 Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Yep I get it. I remember one birthday when I was both sick and homesick and I bawled like a baby. Suddenly I got a rash of random phone calls wishing me happy birthday! Later I found out dh (we were newly married and pretty young) had been ringing random friends and asking them to call and cheer me up. I was so embarrassed I could just about have killed him! Anyway.. we both learned something that day. hope you are feeling better soon! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MercyA Posted November 22, 2018 Share Posted November 22, 2018 Who wouldn't be homesick, Chris? I will pray. (Hugs.) 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rachel Posted November 24, 2018 Share Posted November 24, 2018 Hugs and prayers Chris! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Liz CA Posted November 24, 2018 Share Posted November 24, 2018 The feeling of "being home" is not equal to being in a nice place and having everything we need. Of course, with holidays coming, kids encountering some difficulties, you would start feeling homesick. Praying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HollyDay Posted November 24, 2018 Share Posted November 24, 2018 I'm experiencing some homesickness too and I'm not dealing with an overseas situation like you are. My family home was sold in 2015 so I can never go home again. I'll never see that home again. Or sleep in that bedroom again....it is no longer "mine"...someone else is in it now. My parents have passed on and so have aunts and uncles. "Home" is just not there anymore and neither are many of the loved ones. So, I get what you are saying. And I think it not "just" homesickness, but also a grief for a loss. I think there needs to be an understanding of that loss and the grief process it brings. Combine those emotions with living in a different culture, with a different language, without the nearness of loved ones and familiar surroundings, and you get a big chunk of homesickness. Be kind to yourself. Recognize and validate your feelings. They are real. You have wonderful things in your life...a loving husband, a nice apartment, etc. BUT, those wonderful things do not replace the loss. You can have both, conflicting feelings, at the same time. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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