I'm glad I'm not the only one in a funk right now. We also start Tuesday. My boys have been driving me nuts lately, and I told dh tonight that "I'm tired, and school hasn't even begun."
I think part of it for me is that all of our closest homeschool friends have moved - 3 wonderful families - the moms & the kids all got along so well. I've never felt so at peace with my journey as a mom and homeschooler as when we were all together. I'm starting this year, with only 1 mom left. It feels daunting to have to go look for more friends for all of us, as if I'm completely starting over at the beginning again.
It would be so much easier to plop them on a bus, have them meet peers at school, and for me to have down time and a clean house during the day...
I just keep praying to God for strength. He led me to this, so he'll get me through it. I have to take it one day at a time or else I become so overwhelmed.
:grouphug: to you!