Thank you to everyone who replied to my questions here! You've given me some great ideas and have helped me to put it back into perspective. My kids are young, and I do need to enjoy them. And, I am trying to do too much. I loved the poster who said that I need to rotate things -- that's a great idea! I tried to quote some of your posts, but my ignorance with this board had my message all wrong -- oops! Each response gave me something to ponder, and they made so much sense. Sometimes it's easy to lose site of that when you are feeling overwhelmed.
I think some of my issues are also mental in that I find myself still comparing myself to my friends whose kids are in school, and so their houses are cleaner, or they have more time, or they just seem more put together. I need to end this and find my own sense of self and contentment as our lives are completely different. We chose to homeschool because we wanted our kids to be kids longer, didn't agree with the school's way of doing things (I was a ps English teacher), and we couldn't afford the local private schools. Making this decision was a HUGE step from the norm for us, and I think I'm still holding on to some of my "old life" and viewpoints from it even though this is what I still feel is best for us, especially my oldest ds. Anyway, I think I've just not found my niche in it yet, if that makes sense? Each day, I feel like I'm getting closer, but I have a bit to go. I'm trying to garner ideas now, however, so it can become easier as we move forward.
Thanks again to everyone! I really appreciate it!