Pajama Mama Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 No one has died and no one is sick. There is nothing really bad or tragic to report. But I am so sad today. Today, ds's new adult size diapers arrived. sigh. He'll be 11 in September. The youth size was getting snug on him. I placed the order and knew that they were coming. But when I saw then on the porch I just wanted to cry. I know I should be grateful that his health is good and that he's such a sweet kid. I am actually grateful for those things. But today that gratitude is mixed with sadness. In that box, I can see my son's future and all of the limitations that go with it. I don't really have any requests besides to have some happy vibes and prayers sent my way. Thanks for listening. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sophia Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: prayers going your way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Mabeline Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: Prayers for you and your beautiful boy.:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
novagirl Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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laughing lioness Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug:Thinking of you, as you consider your hopes and dreams for your ds, weighed against the realities that you face. Blessings to you as your pour love into this young man.I am praying for your today:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hazilsara Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 I can't imagine how hard that is...wanting sssooo many wonderful things for your child....and LOTS will be possible!! I say, let yourself be sad for what won't be for a day....then go to bed thinking about all the wonderful things that ARE possible!!! :grouphug: <----and I hope you feel HIS arms around you the most! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Desert Rat Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 Sending good vibes and thoughts of peace your way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MomOfOneFunOne Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 oh. This one is for you. :grouphug: and this is for him. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
juelle Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manylilblessings Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 You are a shining example of one who loves well. Your sadness is only an indicator that your heart is full, and needs to let some out. Hugs to you mama. You're an amazing woman. Hug your boy.... he'll always be your little boy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pajama Mama Posted June 18, 2010 Author Share Posted June 18, 2010 Awww-you guys made me cry a little--which is a good thing. I cried so much the first year of ds's life. The doctors thought his condition was fatal for awhile(which it isn't). I was fearful for ds and for dd whom I was carrying at the time. I cried so much that I think I filled my quota. I rarely cry now although I might feel like it. I feel emotionally constipated at times; which is a gross way to describe it:glare: Thanks for the kind words and prayers. It is greatly appreciated. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PollyOR Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pink Fairy Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 Prayers coming from me too. :grouphug: What a special mom, and what a special boy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlessedMom Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: Bless you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2cents Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heatherwith4 Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: and prayers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slartibartfast Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: Many prayers your way Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
newlifemom Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wy_kid_wrangler04 Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 You are a shining example of one who loves well. Your sadness is only an indicator that your heart is full, and needs to let some out. Hugs to you mama. You're an amazing woman. Hug your boy.... he'll always be your little boy. I could not have said what this poster said any better myself! :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: Just hug him and love him! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denisemomof4 Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 I'm really sorry. I can't imagine how hard that must be. Your son must look at you as the ultimate example of love. You are a wonderful mommy!!! I pray that God bless you and your children! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tex-mex Posted June 18, 2010 Share Posted June 18, 2010 :grouphug:Thinking of you, as you consider your hopes and dreams for your ds, weighed against the realities that you face. Blessings to you as your pour love into this young man.I am praying for your today:grouphug: :iagree:((HUGS)) What an amazing woman you are!! May you never stop dedicating yourself to your lovely ds -- I cannot imagine the daily struggle you face -- but want to encourage you in that I am praying for additional joy and strength for you. :grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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