Heather -
I've been off the boards busy all day, so I just saw this. I went through an experience so similar to yours with our last daughter and felt I had to share it with you. Our attorney called us about adopting a baby. We had an adopted daughter who would be 28 months when the baby was born, a little boy who would be 9 months old, and three older children. We both felt we could not say no right away and prayed about it. We said yes.
She is our Olivia (yes, her name is Olivia!) and I cannot imagine life without her. She was meant to be part of our family. She and her brother, who is only 9 months older, are SO close. I cannot envision his childhood without hers.
It was definitely hard the first year having three very small ones, but I wouldn't change a thing. :001_smile:
I will be praying for you that you KNOW in your heart for sure.