Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Tomorrow I go for the big medical panel meeting. Three specialists and the head of the medical panel will be hearing the information, probably examining me (icky, eww, pain) and then writing a report stating if I am capable of working at all. All my drs say no, I'm unable. Worker's Comp doesn't like that answer, hence the MPO. Last I heard, they hadn't yet received the info from the 3 hr torture...err...testing session. If folks could pray for us, that this goes in our favour, that they agree with *my* specialists (there's 3 of them, plus 3 other independant exams that have said yes, I have RSD) I would be very grateful. I don't know what shape I'll be in tomorrow, depending on what exams might be done, so I may not update tomorrow. Thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MamaT Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug: I'll be praying for you tomorrow, Imp. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 you've got it. been at it for days.:grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FaithManor Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Will do!!!! Faith Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jenL Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Absolutely! :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks to all of you. I just posted about poor SpecialMama coming to take me clothes shopping. Pray for her sanity too, k? :lol: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidsHappen Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Oh honey, I am wishing you the best of luck. I have been working on getting disability for about a year now and I have just about given up. The red tape is unbelievable. While I could certainly use the help paying for my medical care, I can get by without it so to me it is almost not worth the trouble. It is my hubby who is really pushing it because he knows I wouldn't be able to take care of it myself if something happened to him. I know that you need it so much more than I do and that you have been through enough with this already so I hope that it goes quickly and in your favor. gentle :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rosie_0801 Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crissy Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Best wishes and many prayers for a great outcome tomorrow, Impish. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jean in Newcastle Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Praying, Imp. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KnitWit Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug: Praying for you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks Ladies. Ugh. I think I'm gonna hurl. blech. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 breathe -- breathe. praying for you. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks, Mariann. I should go and shower already, but...ugh. I so don't want to do this. Exams hurt. For hours after. I wanna cry just thinking about another exam. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks, Mariann. I should go and shower already, but...ugh. I so don't want to do this. Exams hurt. For hours after. I wanna cry just thinking about another exam. Sweetie, I know -- i've watched my daughter put through h*ll. I'll be praying for you all day.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 I've burst in to tears already this am. Just feel this weight, my family's future is riding on this. I just don't trust drs anymore. I'm scared. I want this over with already...at the same time, I don't want to go at all. Not that I have any options. Wolf is being supportive and encouraging. "Its Alpha and Omega, Baby. Beginning and the end in sight." We hope. They can always put me back in more useless physio, more testing, more Hell. :crying: And, I found out this am, my baby nephew was getting packed up to go home, and they found more blood in his diaper. So he's still in the hospital NICU. :crying: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 I've burst in to tears already this am. Just feel this weight, my family's future is riding on this. I just don't trust drs anymore. I'm scared. I want this over with already...at the same time, I don't want to go at all. Not that I have any options. Wolf is being supportive and encouraging. "Its Alpha and Omega, Baby. Beginning and the end in sight." We hope. They can always put me back in more useless physio, more testing, more Hell. :crying: And, I found out this am, my baby nephew was getting packed up to go home, and they found more blood in his diaper. So he's still in the hospital NICU. :crying: Wolf is not only killer in a kilt, he is wise -- present moment awareness -- all that matters is now. Breathe and stay focused. Repeat a memory verse or something over and over again while you are totally aware that tons of folks are praying for you. I repeat 'Lord have mercy' more times in a day than I could ever count.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 I'm very lucky to have him, I know. part of this is that he's hoping to talk at the panel. I know the things he's going to say are going to hurt...not intentionally, but hearing from my husband all that RSD has cost my family, our marriage...The panel *needs* to hear it, but it still hurts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teachin'Mine Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 I'm praying for you and will be praying for you all today. I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this, but I'm hoping a good resolution is reached and this will be the end of all of this. You can do this!!! Your body has to go through the testing and all, but you can put your mind in a much better place and wear your spiritual armor. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denisemomof4 Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:I can only imagine how nervous you are, and at the same time, I'm so glad this is coming to an end. I am looking forward to good news. It better be GOOD news!!!:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teachin'Mine Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 When you need a mental break, you can always picture the men there wearing kilts. :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tap Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thinking of you today. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dirty ethel rackham Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Praying for you, Imp. Praying for strength to get through this ordeal, and praying for a good resolution. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mommaduck Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Praying! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aubrey Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thinking of you. Glad this is finally ending...er, the organized torture, that is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mynyel Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug:Praying Imp:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks all. Thank GOD one of the Drs has been hsing for 8 yrs. The other one was highly critical...disbelieving that Wolf does all he does around the house, questioning me 3x as to how I put a bra on, who did/does my hair... I'm waiting to take breakthrough med...anti-nausea needs 10 more mins first... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen+4dc Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Wolf is not only killer in a kilt, he is wise -- present moment awareness -- all that matters is now. Breathe and stay focused. Repeat a memory verse or something over and over again while you are totally aware that tons of folks are praying for you. I repeat 'Lord have mercy' more times in a day than I could ever count.:grouphug: :iagree: I'm praying for you and will be praying for you all today. I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this' date=' but I'm hoping a good resolution is reached and this will be the end of all of this. You can do this!!! Your body has to go through the testing and all, but you can put your mind in a much better place and wear your spiritual armor.:grouphug:[/quote']:iagree: Pryaers here, too!:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jean in Newcastle Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 Thanks all. Thank GOD one of the Drs has been hsing for 8 yrs. The other one was highly critical...disbelieving that Wolf does all he does around the house, questioning me 3x as to how I put a bra on, who did/does my hair... I'm waiting to take breakthrough med...anti-nausea needs 10 more mins first... So. . . it sounds like you're done with the meeting. Was there a verdict? Or do you wait for a verdict? Is it by mail? In person? I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kim in Appalachia Posted April 29, 2011 Share Posted April 29, 2011 :grouphug: Been praying for you and your family. :grouphug: I hope all goes the way it should (in your favor!) and you are able to recover quickly from this ordeal. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 29, 2011 Author Share Posted April 29, 2011 So. . . it sounds like you're done with the meeting. Was there a verdict? Or do you wait for a verdict? Is it by mail? In person? I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. :grouphug: They have 2 wks to generate their report, which then goes to the head of the MPO, who reviews, then it gets sent out. I'm not counting on anything before June. They STILL didn't have the results from the 3 hr testing. Up taking more anti nausea med. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 30, 2011 Share Posted April 30, 2011 They have 2 wks to generate their report, which then goes to the head of the MPO, who reviews, then it gets sent out. I'm not counting on anything before June. They STILL didn't have the results from the 3 hr testing. Up taking more anti nausea med. You have been in my thoughts and prayers all day.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FrogMom5 Posted April 30, 2011 Share Posted April 30, 2011 More :grouphug: s. I hope you feel less nauseas soon. Denise Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denisemomof4 Posted April 30, 2011 Share Posted April 30, 2011 They have 2 wks to generate their report, which then goes to the head of the MPO, who reviews, then it gets sent out. I'm not counting on anything before June. They STILL didn't have the results from the 3 hr testing. Up taking more anti nausea med. I thought today would be THE end. I'm bummed for you that you don't have the results yet!!!!!!!!! :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 30, 2011 Author Share Posted April 30, 2011 Well, answers are coming, sooner or later. I'm just praying they're the answers we need. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MariannNOVA Posted April 30, 2011 Share Posted April 30, 2011 Well, answers are coming, sooner or later. I'm just praying they're the answers we need. Hang in there! :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Impish Posted April 30, 2011 Author Share Posted April 30, 2011 Doing my best. Still sore from yesterday. :glare: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teachin'Mine Posted April 30, 2011 Share Posted April 30, 2011 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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