Mosaicmind Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I am overwhelmed by the prayers, thoughts, hugs, and private messages I have gotten this week. Some of you who private messaged me, I told what happened and for those who didn't you can probably guess but I just can't talk about it here. Physically, I am ok but I need to get to the dr and get some meds for anxiety and depression and some back pain I am having. Emotionally I am a wreck. I haven't been able to see my counselor, who I have been seeing for over 7yrs. She is really busy now with getting ready to move and her husband leaves on Saturday so they have had lots of going away parties and lunches/receptions to go to. I haven't even told her yet what has happened. She officially adopted me in 2009, so she is also my adoptive mother and I will be well taken care of by her once she finds out. I am hoping to see her tomorrow. I got out of the house tonite for the first time just to take a drive, listen to some of my Christian music cd, and cry. It actually felt good. I haven't been able to cry because of my kids and not wanting to scare them. I am home now and resting. Going to take a shower, get some popcorn and watch a movie until I can fall asleep, which has been extremely hard right now. I only slept 2hrs last night and 3hrs the night before. I have taken a nap each day which has helped. Just wanted to check in and say that I am still here and hoping to start working on this tomorrow and hopefully start to heal. Thank you for all of your prayers and hugs. They have been felt even though I don't really know many of you here. In fact you guys are the only ones who know except for a very good friend of mine irl. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Unicorn. Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 :grouphug: I hope you find some peace soon, and you can get some sleep. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
micheller1 Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I'm not really sure what happened but I think I can guess. You are definitely in my prayers, thoughts.. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LauraGB Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Glad things are calming down for you, Lisa. Remember to eat, stay hydrated (I know this is a hard thing to remember when things come crashing down and come in as a last issue, but not doing so can really antagonize things) and know people are thinking of you and hoping thing go better for you :grouphug:. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lmrich Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Take care of yourself.:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Whereneverever Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denisemomof4 Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I really hope you can get in to talk to your a-mom tomorrow. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Like LauraGB said, make sure you stay well hydrated, and eat well. Your body needs the fuel. We are here for you.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: I don't know what else to say.......words are completely inadequate.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dansamy Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I am confuzzled because I am clueless, but I will keep you in my prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwickimom Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I am still clueless and I am a newbie here, but I have you on my prayer list! :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bokons Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Praying still....:grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nakia Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Another clueless person here, but that's okay. God knows all about it. Praying for peace and healing. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rich with Kids Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I so wish there was more we could do for you. I am glad you are taking care of yourself. I will pray that you get to see your counselor tomorrow. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teachin'Mine Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Continuing to pray for you. Don't let anything stop you from talking with her tomorrow - even her busy schedule. You know she'd want to be there for you. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Annie Laurie Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 I am so sorry. You are in my prayers. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris in VA Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 :grouphug: and prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MamaT Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Another clueless person here, but that's okay. God knows all about it. Praying for peace and healing. :grouphug: Yep, me too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen in PA Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
helena Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 :grouphug: hoping you get peaceful sleep and the support you need :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bzymom Posted September 17, 2010 Share Posted September 17, 2010 Keeping a prayer for you to find support, comfort and strength during this time. I'm so sorry.:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patches Posted September 18, 2010 Share Posted September 18, 2010 God's perfect peace for you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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