Yeah, I get it. We had our surprise baby in January, and our next youngest is 8. I’m 35, and I’ve had high blood pressure with 3 of my 4 (including full-blown eclampsia with my oldest.) My body told me loud and clear all through my last pregnancy: you are done. So, I got a tubal during my c section. And now I find myself very sad about that decision, even though it was clearly right for me. I figure, either I will become ok with it, or maybe adoption is in our future.