Prayers for you. I understand. I was in your place not that long ago. For me personally, I am so thankful that I heeded God's call and converted to Catholicism. The peace I have now is worth any negative reactions that I have faced. Thankfully my husband (who is still Southern Baptist) was and is supportive, although he does ask questions from time to time. My immediate family reacted much better than I expected, as my parents are Southern Baptists and that's how I was raised. There have been a few Protestant friends who have said negative things, but I've simply answered with truth spoken as lovingly as possible. That's been enough to quiet them and have the subject quickly changed. Two of my dearest Protestant friends were there for my first Holy Communion to celebrate with me, as was my husband and my children. I was quite terrified of the potential fallout that might occur when people "found out" about my conversion, but it hasn't been nearly as scary as I'd anticipated. I pray that it will be the same for you.