Donna. :grouphug:
Your husband married you. Because he loves you. When he looks at you he sees so much more than your physical appearance. He sees the mother of his children, his wife, the woman he wakes up next to every morning because he chose to.
Let me share a little insight into the mind of a married man with you. I am probably 15lbs overweight, my hair is going white, I have breastfed four children for a total of 6 years. :tongue_smilie: Last night my dh told me that in his eyes I am the s*xiest, and most attractive I have ever been. And he has known me since I was 14 years old.
Don't be so hard on yourself. Your husband almost certainly doesn't see you the way you see yourself. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: