I start school today.
I don't know why, but I feel sick
I hate that I'll be away from the girls, the homework, the pressure, the drive, parking, etc.
I don't even know if the professor will let me in the class, I need to petition - but I need to get in this class, because I need to go to school after 4pm - I don't have the luxury of taking day classes.
This has been a family decision, I'm going back to get my MA so I can teach p/t while still homeschooling the girls. I want this, dh wants this, dds support me. But as I sit by the pool looking at them playing and watching the clock, because I have to leave in 1/2 hour, my stomach hurts.....
We don't start homeschooling till after Labor Day, I wish my school started after theirs, maybe I'm mourning the end of summer - where did it go?
Sigh- thanks for listening to my whine