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Blarg.

 

It's just been one of those months.

 

I've lost the keys to our truck.

 

I keep forgetting stuff...forgotten phone calls, chores, prescription refills, etc.

 

i messed something up in our remodel that will cost about $500 to fix correctly.

 

I'm trying to build an electric fence for the pigs we're supposed to get tomorrow and it's just not working.

 

And I keep waking up in the middle of the night for like an hour, unable to go back to sleep.

 

The bad part is that the lack of sleep makes me mess up more stuff, and then I wake up and worry over the things I've forgotten or messed up.

 

sigh.

 

I just want to climb into bed and hide for about a week.

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I mean, I don't "like" it, but I totally feel you.  I'm pretty salty over spending $$$ yesterday that I think was a dumb move (but I was totally fine with it yesterday). 

Same sleeplessness issue.  Felt "out of it" most of yesterday.  Today I was on the verge of a panic attack half the day.  Now I'm tired.

 

:grouphug:  :grouphug:  :grouphug:

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It does always seem like things pile on one after another.  Probably because once it feels that way we begin to notice those things more often than we otherwise would.

 

So, here's a big :grouphug: , lots of warm, peaceful wishes, and hopes for a really good night's sleep.

 

Deep breath. One step at a time.  Even if it's a baby step. 

 

I'm cheering for you!

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Not just you!

 

My recent health issue that made me need surgery in Sept did not clear up -> forcing another surgery the first of October. Further testing isn't going well enough. I find out Thurs if my latest test results cause her to want me to go to a cancer specialist for possible treatment.

 

I've had the sleeplessness thing (but mine is pre-menopausal). I forget things all the time, so I write myself a note. Then, I forget about the note.

 

Lately, I've been messing up words. Instead of zipper, I said scissors. It makes me wonder if maybe I do have cancer & it has spread to my brain. Completely freaks me out and then I really can't sleep.

 

Got DH a new watch, then tried to resize the band. Messed it up in so many ways. Got it together, but it fell apart again the first day he wore it.

 

Hope November is kinder & gentler for all of y'all!

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Not just you!

 

My recent health issue that made me need surgery in Sept did not clear up -> forcing another surgery the first of October. Further testing isn't going well enough. I find out Thurs if my latest test results cause her to want me to go to a cancer specialist for possible treatment.

 

I've had the sleeplessness thing (but mine is pre-menopausal). I forget things all the time, so I write myself a note. Then, I forget about the note.

 

Lately, I've been messing up words. Instead of zipper, I said scissors. It makes me wonder if maybe I do have cancer & it has spread to my brain. Completely freaks me out and then I really can't sleep.

 

Got DH a new watch, then tried to resize the band. Messed it up in so many ways. Got it together, but it fell apart again the first day he wore it.

 

Hope November is kinder & gentler for all of y'all!

More hugs for you. That sounds awful.

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