Hey you, first of all i would try the disability, it does not mean you are lazy. But it will help you w/the bills,and maybe they will bring down the balance b/c you are disabled. Disabled means you cant work sometimes.
What if you do take a job and then you feel like carp, thats what I have been running into, one day I have energy , the next I am down. So hard to commit.
But, jobs are few and far between in the city, I still am just walking dogs and it does not help w/the bills. I am actively searcing and nothing, although I dont have a stinkin resume. that cuts out a lot of potentials.
If you dont want to go disability route, what about a Special Ed. Advocate, lots of Special Ed lawyers need help, you dont need a certificate. brush up on Special ed laws in pa. This job is very rewarding.