I understand. I went back and forth until thhe last possible second. I even started getti the paperwork for the charter together. I just had to stop, and close out all the noise, and think about what I wanted for DS, and where he was most likely to get it. I decided homeschooling was still better,
Think of the charter as second place to HSing, even if second place is awesome, it's still second place, you know?
(no offense to the silver medalists out there! ;))