I hate anxiety...

I hate when I'm out by myself feeling confident and capable and then *boom* arrive home and everything is wonky. *sigh*

I have a meeting in 43 minutes...ack! I used to be confident but recent experience makes me feel certain I'll be misunderstood...ack! *deep breath* I can do this!

I have no patience...

I just offered to host dinner on 12/24 for an unknown amount of people! Yep, I'm an adrenaline junkie!

I love Christmas lights!

I love the moon and the stars!!

I miss my mom...

I must start Christmas shopping!

I need courage...

I so want to cancel school Thursday and Friday!!

I want to run off and join the circus...

I was looking forward to finishing for the year but now I don't feel ready for summer.

I'm excited about the holidays!

I'm stalling and wishing I didn't need to grocery shop but I need a dish to pass at noon tomorrow. **sigh**

I'm tired of mean people.

Iditarod time!

InCoWriMo begins!

InCoWriMo is on track!

It is very, very, very cold!

It snowed for like 5 minutes and now it's just raining again...bummer.

It's the weekend!!

just keep writing, just keep writing...

Just two more tests and school's done 'til January!!

Just when I think things could get better I get a kick in the gut. Hope seems dangerous.