I was diagnosed with hashimotos thyroidtis some time ago. At the time of my first dx I did not want to believe I had hypothyroidism, I did not fit the mold much and attributed my tired fatigued state to mommy burn out. I did not take the meds prescribed, I don't even like taking asprin. Things really got bad about two years later.
Normal thyroid level is .3-5, I believe, and mine was 240...Long way from 5. I had seroius medical problems and was also diagnosed with myxedema madness which lasted about 2-3 weeks. When levels get to 219 people have been known to go in to a coma. I started taking the thyroid replacement hormone drug and thank God my levels are normal now, after two years. I feel great, better than before I ever had kids I believe.
When I was sick it was a very scary time where we ended up putting my two eldest dc in a private school. It was heartbreaking for me to send them, but my health and mental state had deteriorated so much that I could not bear to think about it and let it get me down. I didn't forsee getting better let alone feeling as great as I do now. For a long time I tried making myself believe that school was ok, immersing myself in the school culture,and let the idea of hs'ing go altogether. I have noticed changes in my dc though and I know this is inevitable that kids change, but they both say that "learning is their enemy", despite being on the honor roll. On the outside they look like they are great students, which they are, but the love of learning is gone. Now dh and I are thinking of hs'ing once again after school is out. I thank God I got my health back and that I started taking my meds. My heart goes out to all those moms with an autoimmune disease.:grouphug:
Michelle
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