She is just a difficult child. She throws horrible fits, but only for us. She is perfect for other people. The material was fine, although we had to go through it twice, which wasn't a big deal really. She liked it, except when she didn't want to sit down and would throw a huge fit. I just can't find a tactic that works for her attitude. I know school won't make that aspect better, but I certainly have run out of ideas. She wants to do school now, but I'm just so nervous about it. I did think about the fact I can always take her out, and to be honest, we haven't asked her, because I'm not sure I'm ok with sending her yet. She would likely enjoy it and be fine. I also have thought about how to get her there and home. It's a short walk to school for us, and my husband can take her one way most of the time, but I will have to take all the kids with me the rest of the time, and that is a lot of work. Plus, we do CC one day a week and won't be here, so she'd have to go somewhere. Logistically, it's doable, but not very fun for me.