Yea this sounds like me when i was that age, im 33 now; i was a very angry person and my parents were very emotionally neglectful altho i didnt know what was going on as a kid, i grew up with tons of mental health issues that led to self soothing with substances and literally at that point in my life, i did not understand the concept of personal responsibility.
it took me getting sober and hitting rock bottom to realize that at the end of the day, even though my childhood was far from ideal, living from a place of its everyone elses fault and trying to validate my opinion allowed me to act rude entitled and selfish because i thought that it was my parents fault i was not happy.
I am 33 and im sober now but it took a lot of radical honesty with myself and owning that i had so much anger i was holding onto and blame and shame but it wasnt getting me anywhere in life.
if anything it kept me powerless to change things until i realized that at the end of the day, staying in that victim mentality was just keeping me stuck i the idea that i deserve to be rude and unkind because i went through xyz
i think its unfortunate that as children that we go through difficult things, but i try to think tjat my parents ddi the best they could with what they had, and now its my job to figure out where i needed to grow and what i needed to learn to be more successful at coping with uncomfortable feelings The more you resist the more the issues tend to persist And a lot of people with narc parents end up either mirroring the behavior of the narc, because they learn that is how you get things you want, from watching the parent they also tend to be more concerned about power in situations instead of wanting approval
i wouldnt answer her; it sounds like she was looking for someone to get into it with, because for some reason one of rhe ways they exert control when they feel they dont have it is by baiting other people by saying things they know are attempts at provoking the others but not in a way thats so obvious that you know for sure
she is devaluing, discarding and baiting you to see your reaction or try to get eome narc “supply” which is why the stuff they do and say makes no sense to a person who doesnt use these tactics to get their needs met