and it also made me extremely depressed because I would always cry and say “why did it have to be me to get sick” “ I wish I could die”. “My life would’ve been normal if I never got sick.” Getting sick with the stomach flu genuinely ruined my life. I was a perfectly happy stress free little girl before all of that. Never had any anxiety before. So yep, that experience really changed me but now i’m trying to think positive and now I know that it really is all in my head.