El... Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 I'm thinking of you tonight. :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Annie G Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 I'm so sorry. You did the hard thing- went to the hospital...and they couldn't help you. That stinks. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Peaceful Isle Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Seriously? Wow, unbelievable. Nothing like kicking ya when your down. So sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MercyA Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Thank you for the update, Terabith. More :grouphug: . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carol in Cal. Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 We are up and can talk here. Tomorrow will be better. You did a strong thing. You can do another strong thing. 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seasider Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Good evening, Terebith. I am thinking of you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
readinmom Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 So sorry for you... I can honestly say that I don't understand what bipolar truly is. I've read about it, but I think the description most likely pales in comparison to what what people truly go through. You are in my prayers... :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
happi duck Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 more (hugs) Thinking of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scrapbookbuzz Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 I've . . . haven't exactly lived up to my potential. Dear sweet mama, you are NOT alone in this! This statement right here ^^^applies to ALL of us. We all struggle. We all have self-doubt, moments of despair, panic, etc. I'm not belittling your struggle or dx at all. I know it's a rough road. But I want to let you know that you are not alone. 6 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lawyer&Mom Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Wishing you all the best. Glad you checked with the hospital. Even if they couldn't help you, you are being proactive and taking care of yourself. Well done! Keep up the good work! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terabith Posted October 10, 2016 Author Share Posted October 10, 2016 Well, I'm supposed to check with them in the morning to see if they have any beds. They think they will, and they want to admit me, but we will see. 7 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creekland Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 How are things going this morning? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terabith Posted October 10, 2016 Author Share Posted October 10, 2016 Eh. Shaky. Didn't sleep well but hanging in. Worried I'm overreacting and if I just try harder I can get through on my own. Will call around nine. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JFSinIL Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 You are not over-reacting. That is just the automatic female desire to not be a burden or make waves kicking in. Ignore that desire. It is time for the caretaker of the family to be taken care of for a bit. Better to get help now and back on the road to stability and normalcy than wait until you feel even worse (should that happen). Please take care of yourself by letting others take care of you. And keep us posted. You got an entire Hive supporting you (kinda like you are a superhero) through this. 9 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terabith Posted October 10, 2016 Author Share Posted October 10, 2016 Going in in a few minutes. 17 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El... Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Good, Terabith. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NorthwestMom Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Thinking of you. I hope you get the help you need and deserve! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ellie Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: Bless your heart. My friend, have you had a complete thyroid work-up? It is not unheard of for people with an untreated/undermedicated thyroid condition to be diagnosed as bipolar. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terabith Posted October 10, 2016 Author Share Posted October 10, 2016 I've been hypothyroid since I was 21. Been awhile since full workup beyond TSH. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Plink Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Eh. Shaky. Didn't sleep well but hanging in. Worried I'm overreacting and if I just try harder I can get through on my own. Will call around nine. You are not overreacting. It is always hard to get help for something "invisible" because it feels as if you have to explain/justify your need for help. (hugs) The staff will believe you. Don't worry about the anyone judging you, the hospital workers have seen it all. People come in for everything from overdoses to child abuse. They get hit, cursed at, and more. They absolutely won't be going home and complaining about your situation - it simply isn't even on their radar of negative experiences in the hospital. Praying that you are able to get the help you need, and that you can feel much better soon. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creekland Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 Still thinking about you and sending both :grouphug: and prayers your way. Looking forward to having you feel better again! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ellie Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 I've been hypothyroid since I was 21. Been awhile since full workup beyond TSH. :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: when you're feeling up to it, ask for a full thyroid panel: TSH, Free T3, Free T4, Reverse T3. The other numbers (e.g. total T3) don't mean a thing. Your TSH should be in the lower fourth of your lab's reference range; Free T3 in the upper fourth, Free T4 in the upper half. If your numbers are not in those ranges (optimal), then you are still hypothyroid. Are you taking thyroid meds? If your numbers are not optimal, and you are taking a synthetic like Synthroid, you might consider asking for a natural desiccated thyroid such as NatureThroid. Also, most women who have thyroid issues actually have Hashimoto's thyroiditis, which is an autoimmune disease. Although many of them will still need thyroid supplementation, diet changes can also make a big improvement. The Autoimmune Protocol is the most commonly recommended for Hashi's. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamiof5 Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 I hope and pray all goes well for you!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
happi duck Posted October 10, 2016 Share Posted October 10, 2016 More (hugs) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MercyA Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Just prayed for you, Terabith. Hope all is going well. Know that we are thinking of you and care about you! :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Whether they are able to admit you or not we are here to talk and brainstorm and give as many virtual hugs and prayers as we can. Some days are just rough, even for the most mentally robust. It's ten times worse when you feel shaky and out of control. Love to you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TKDmom Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 :grouphug: :grouphug: I'm going to assume you were able to get in, since there are no updates. My mom was bipolar. Just like pp said, my respect for her has only gone up over the years as I realize how self-aware she was in controlling her disease. She was always proactive about seeking help, and spent most of February in the hospital some years. Now that I'm dealing with a milder form of mental illness, I can only imagine how terrifying it was for her to lose control when she had me to take care of and worry about. But she always sought help and I was blissfully unaware of what was really going on with her. You did the right thing in reaching out. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mommyoffive Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Thinking of you and sending a hug. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JFSinIL Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Hoping you are getting help and feeling at least a smidgen better. Post when you can. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spryte Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Thinking of you... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlessedMom Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 ((((((((Hugs)))))))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scarlett Posted October 11, 2016 Share Posted October 11, 2016 Update us when you can. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JFSinIL Posted October 12, 2016 Share Posted October 12, 2016 Bump. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlessedMom Posted October 12, 2016 Share Posted October 12, 2016 Praying for you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just Kate Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Checking in again. When you're able to read this thread, please know that I've been praying for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrincessMommy Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 Going in in a few minutes. I'm glad you went. Praying for you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mominco Posted October 13, 2016 Share Posted October 13, 2016 :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravelingChris Posted October 14, 2016 Share Posted October 14, 2016 Continuing praying for you. :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
happi duck Posted October 14, 2016 Share Posted October 14, 2016 (hugs) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lauraw4321 Posted October 14, 2016 Share Posted October 14, 2016 You are in my thoughts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JFSinIL Posted October 14, 2016 Share Posted October 14, 2016 Hoping you are feeling better. Or at least noticing a light at the end of the tunnel. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamiof5 Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 Hoping you are doing much better. Praying for you!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El... Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 I'm still thinking about you, and checking in. I hope you are doing much better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lmrich Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 Hoping you are getting help that really helps. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heatherwith4 Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 I hope you're feeling better. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagle Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 :grouphug: Thinking of you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Night Elf Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 I hope you feel comfortable with checking back in with us when you get a chance to let us know how you're doing. I'm thinking about you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lauraw4321 Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 Thinking of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terabith Posted October 15, 2016 Author Share Posted October 15, 2016 I'm home now. Definitely doing better. They actually wanted to keep me another day, but I was really wanting to come home. They were nice. We did yoga and mindfulness meditation outside. They had art therapy. Lots of groups. They upped my lithium. They did a thyroid workup. I don't have the numbers but they said my T4 was too low, I think? But then they said that didn't mean anything since the TSH was in the range. The nurse practitioner privately told me, however, that she thought it would be a good idea if got an endocrinologist. I'm still tired. I don't know if it's depression or just the never being alone/ constantly being checked on at night thing. Still kinda shaky/ down/ fleeting "bad thoughts," but feel much, much better. Thank you all for the thoughts and prayers. 34 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mommyoffive Posted October 15, 2016 Share Posted October 15, 2016 You never left my mind. I am glad you are feeling better. I am so glad you listened to yourself and took care of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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