meggie Posted October 20, 2012 Share Posted October 20, 2012 My depression has been cycling back through for the past week or so. I've been having such a hard time with feeling any kind of pleasant thoughts towards myself. I'm pretty sure it's hormonal and will start to go away after Aunt Irma visits. But it just all came to a head today, I had a major meltdown. My skin has broken out like I'm fifteen again, the boys were all kinds of monstrous at the mall, the house is messy and feels overwhelming, I feel like I'm failing at homeschooling because I'm having a hard time adjusting it to DH's new work schedule (I wouldn't really worry about this but we go through a charter and have to mark attendance. I'm counting yesterday as science (Bill Nye videos) and PE (dance class), we've been at this GFDF for five or six months and I've yet to go two weeks without messing up and giving in for the convenience so I'm just sticking with dairy and we'll try to do GF in a little while, the boys were driving me crazy with all their fighting so I put them to bed at 645 :001_huh: I just feel like I can't do anything right. I feel guilty for whining about all of that, so if anyone else could use good thoughts/vibes/prayers/whatever, please feel free to ask here. Even if it's something huge or small, please let us all come together in virtual hugs and support. :grouphug: Feel free to share as much or as little as you need. Sometimes it just helps just to know someone is listening and cares. (PS-an explanation of Aunt Irma ) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keniki Posted October 20, 2012 Share Posted October 20, 2012 :grouphug: Have you tried vitamin B? B6 made a huge difference when I fought depression. I could usually tell the difference within 15 to 20 minutes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oakblossoms Posted October 20, 2012 Share Posted October 20, 2012 My husband has been gone for 8 months. I want him home or to find a more flexible job so we can see each other at least once a month. I got out of the house today and it was heavenly. What I wouldn't do for a Friday night snuggle with a cup of tea and some TeA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
meggie Posted October 20, 2012 Author Share Posted October 20, 2012 :grouphug: Have you tried vitamin B? B6 made a huge difference when I fought depression. I could usually tell the difference within 15 to 20 minutes. No I haven't. Thank you for the suggestion. I'll pick some up tomorrow. My husband has been gone for 8 months. I want him home or to find a more flexible job so we can see each other at least once a month. I got out of the house today and it was heavenly. What I wouldn't do for a Friday night snuggle with a cup of tea and some TeA :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:Many hugs and prayers for you both. That sounds so incredibly difficult. I hope things get better soon. :grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oakblossoms Posted October 20, 2012 Share Posted October 20, 2012 B-Complex is awesome. I ran out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LittleIzumi Posted October 20, 2012 Share Posted October 20, 2012 :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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