Keep working on getting him on the cpap. Or maybe even a bipap. I couldn't handle the cpap, but I can the bipap. That took a while to get used it but it gets better. What about light? I can sleep through anything music, alarms, kids, etc. But I will wake up to light. I have a clock that alarms then starts flashing a light. It takes some time but it does eventually wake me up.

I love that my Dyson is 11 years old and still going strong.

That sounds a lot like ADHD-I. It used to be called ADD. Then they lumped it all into the ADHD label. My dh has this. The things you mentioned he says to me all the time. Caffeine helps him a lot. He is not medicated by his choice. There are other things that can cause ADHD symptoms though. You might consider getting a full Neuro-psych evaluation to rule out or dx other things. This was very good for my ds. We were able to get to the bottom of a lot. He is not ADHD but he presented like it. One thing you mentioned was the relationship with your mom. While there are a lot of reasons for relationships not to be ideal, my dh and parents had a relationship that was odd. I am 100% convinced my FIL has ASD. Of course, he wasn't tested. Several grandchildren are though. And there is also a lot of ADHD. When I first met my FIL 30 years ago, I could not understand the lack of relationship with his kids. He loves them but... Then I learned other things about him as I got to know them. I used to work with ASD kids. He was so like them! These may explain relationship issues with your mom. The brain is a fascinating thing.

My parents sold their house this way. They had had it on the market a year before. And some friends sold this way. In both cases it was not a realtor or investor but an idividual who was interested. That person bought it and moved in.

It's exactly like that here except the opposite. It's all about soccer. Indoor soccer fields, massive outdoor soccer fields, huge soccer complexes... Everyone plays soccer. We don't. I would like to move to your town. I love baseball! :hurray:

Ugh the comments are awful! Why do people have to do that. I agree that 9:30 isn't crazy! 9:30 in my world isn't late! It is just starting to get dark here. My 2 year old is routinely up late in the summer. I wouldn't even think twice about having him out at 9:30 on vacation. He was out till past 9:30 last night just running the big kids around. But have any of these mean people even stopped to think about the time difference. They are from Nebraska. It would feel earlier to their 2 year old. My kids don't adjust that quickly to the time difference. I am on the East Coast - a little farther north, but it's light here until late. My family from the Midwest is always commenting on it when they visit. I am wondering if it stays lighter later in Florida than Nebraska. I would imagine It wouldn't feel late to them at all even if their kids went to bed earlier. So even though it was after 9. It probably felt like 8. Toddlers don't just go to sleep because the clock says it's bedtime. So why not have some fun.

For those I know in this situation, it depends. One friend charges a reduced rate to her dd. But when Grandma needs to work or has given up work to do child care, she gets paid the same or almost the same as a day care. If grandma can afford to provide for the kids, she does it free covering all the expenses. It is her way of helping her kids get established.

No one ever stays on the line for us! We let our very chatty young ds handle all these calls. He gets very sad when they hang up. One day, the cops or CPS will probably show up because he often says he lives alone with no parents! Or tries to insist he is the parent. Haha. We are on the do not call list, but we still get several a day.

I am thinking this may be necessary. I think the freedom to be part of the decision may be too much stress for her. Whenever I choose something I think she would like to do, she complains but winds up loving it. When I let her pick, she winds up not liking it. I think the fact that I know what she is looking for helps, and she only sees certain aspects.

Thanks for the advice! It really helps when thinking things through. To clarify a couple things, we always make her finish what she starts. She is very used to that, but it's hard having a kid who doesn't love what they are doing. So if she plays a sports, she plays the season. She just doesn't usually do it more than once. Some things she did more than once. She took French classes for 2 years. I thought she would want to keep with it, but she doesn't want to. She will have to take a language in high school. The program she is passionate about I don't have to do a thing to help her get ready. She has to get up at 5:00am to go to it, and she is up without me having to wake her up. It's amazing. I guess I want her approach everything she does with that attitude since I know she can. I know some things will never be fun. We start a language in 4th grade usually Latin. I know they don't have to love it, but it helps. An instrument isn't an option either, and it helps when they enjoy the one they are playing. And she has to do something for PE, and I happy for them to pick a sport they like. But I am okay with it just being something they tolerate. Right now, she is using the treadmill. Some things are just a week long or free trials. Like we did a really short horse camp. It sounds like most of you have never lived in the middle of nowhere! :laugh: It is different world out here. The bus can't come any closer because there is no turn around for it or way out. It's a pretty steep winding hill that ends into our houses. (UPS, FedEx and mailman won't come up it either.) There are 4 houses in our area. We are the only one currently with kids. The other family with kids moved a couple years ago. The roads are not what I would consider safe for adults either. No one walks that road or the one it leads to. We don't walk them ever which is sad. I never realized how much I would miss being able to do that. We have trails that we can walk, but they don't lead anywhere they just circle the property. If I thought she would love the HS, I would send her and figure it out. But I don't think she will. I had a long talk with her, and asked her where she wanted to go to school. And she said "I don't know?" I asked her if she knew of a school that was like she wanted. She said she didn't think it existed! haha! So at least she is realizing what she wants it not reality. She said she wanted to hang out with her friends, but she knows they would go to a different school. She and I had a good talk about what she wants. She wants to finish the co-op year. I think the fact that we were looking to put a plan in place for 4 years like we did for her sister sort of freaked her out. I feel like to the best of our ability we need to plan for consistency for high school. So we have been talking about the 4 year plan for her. I think she is panicking at the idea of never getting to go to school and having only 4 years left to figure out her life. Which we know she doesn't have do, but she is feeling the pressure. I think she is realizing that she enjoys things and then doesn't. She wants to love everything she does like she loves this one thing. She also said she is laying in bed at night worrying about things like where she wants to go to college! And so she is not sleeping well which is not helping her attitude. She is grumpy and irrational when she is tired. So I need to get her stop stressing about things and sleep! We are going to have a family chat this week about it, and see what we can come up with. Thanks for all the thoughts and advice. Keep it coming it's really helping us figure things out with her.

I don't know. That is a good idea. We only have 5 weeks left because school ends in early May, and they are getting ready for the EOY state testing. I will call and ask. It gives me less time to figure out getting her there in co-op days. But maybe she could be sick one or two of those. Haha. Maybe dh could go on late another one or two. And we could be late a time or two. That should cover the 5 weeks.

That is exactly what I think will happen. She is a have to see if for herself kind of kid. Once she sees that is it. She can move on. Part of me feels like this will keep coming up again and again until she really sees what it is like. I think once she realizes it is work too she will be less interested. We are going to work on a list and see if that helps!! The hard part is if she doesn't join our co-op she is out for the year. That means if she comes home I have to figure out an alternative for her core classes. And it means more work for me. Co-op is north-east a little more than 30 miles from our home. The school is south-west about 25 miles from our home. There is nothing between us and the school except the places I mentioned and a PO. The closest thing to the school is a huge truck stop 15 miles west of the school. So it's about 70 miles from our co-op. We drive here for everything - it is normal. If there was somewhere safe I could leave her, I wouldn't mind driving her. There is just nothing on the road to school but a few farms. The library doesn't open till 9. And it's pretty far away - it's at least 15 miles away from the school.

That is exactly it. She does have a phone. All our big kids do because it's just a necessity here. There are no pay phones or places to ask to borrow a phone. But it's not always reliable.

These are great ideas, but in our rural community there is nothing! Haha! When she goes on Saturdays into the city for the group she is part of, we have done a lot of this due to schedule conflicts with games and recitals. She often has to walk from where they meet to somewhere and wait for us. She has a phone, but cell reception is unreliable here. As backward as it sounds, we don't have taxis here or any public transportation. A taxi would have to come from the city which they can do, but it's not something I am willing to pay for. It's around $100. There are 2 restaurants, but they don't open till 11 am. We do have a laundry mat, an insurance office, an antique store, a bank and a pharmacy but nothing is open early or late (we were all whining about that last night when we wanted something after 9 pm haha) There is nothing else here. Most of the businesses are out of the district in the city. Hiring someone might be an option, but right now, I don't know anyone. And it's a little tricky because everything is so far apart. It's finding someone willing to drive potentially a long way. Or maybe someone who she can stay with and get picked up. I actually suggested moving to town last week. I grew up in the city, and I am the only one who was interested in going back.

Haha! I have threatened my introverted boys with that! I will look into options. The only ones I know about are for under 12.

Neither of us have a problem with her walking the mile, being home alone or a little bad weather. Comfort isn't the problem. It is truly not a safe road to walk where the bus picks up. We have some pretty intense weather here too. It's pretty rural where we are so there isn't anyone around to help if something happened. Cell reception is bad. If it was a neighborhood, I would be totally fine with it. Unfortunately, we are a half hour off to drop off early. I actually used to get my neighbor's child on/off the bus since I was home other days of the week. But they have since moved out of the area. I may be able to connect with someone on this side of the district, but most people live on the other side of the district.

This is a good description. The other kids haven't really been in the conversations because I feel like it's a little early to add their opinions. I know they want to continue with what they are doing. They would not be happy to give it up. I know she looks at the time I give her brother and sister, and she feels a little short changed. But she also knows she has a habit of only doing one season. I know what she wants to find, and I think she find it just not in this season of life KWIM? Oh that is quite possible. She does seem to know what she wants to do for a living, and I wonder if she feels like this is all just wasted time until then. I bet she needs to find something meaningful - something real.

Very good advice! I need to be reminded of that! Thanks! She can do a lot more with the program. They are gearing up for a very busy season. She needs to fully understand that she couldn't do as much with this if she were in school. But she is not seeing that. I don't think she is bored. She is so busy - maybe too busy? She also has a grass is greener problem. Things are always better somewhere else. Then she sees it is not and is happy where she is at until the next time. Her social life is so busy. She is with her friends on a regular basis, but it's usually just one or two at a time. It's not often they can all get together. She has more invites than she can keep up with. She is a really good friend, and she is invited to everything. We have 2 friends who invite her on vacation every summer...because she is so delightful! Haha!! :huh: She is either happy and wonderful or miserable with nothing in between! She knows what she is looking for. She just doesn't know where to find it. She wants to have her "thing" with a group of friends. I personally think she won't find it until college. She is very very mature for her age. And she wants a groups of friends who are like that. She has a neat group of friends but they all have different interests. They all do activities without each other. Her brother is a "football player", her sister is a musician, her other siblings are young. She doesn't have a "thing" if that makes sense. She how ever has wide and varied interests. She likes to try new things, and she isn't afraid of them. But she is also so emotionally extreme! For the last 4 years, she has gone away for a week each summer with the program she is involved in. It drives her desire to in a dorm setting or school setting. She wants to hold on to that experience longer. She can't wait to live in a dorm!! But I agree that she isn't really seeing the reality of it all at this point. She is still seeing the fun and everyone getting along side of it. I will look for a different program to give her a more varied experience. Thanks for the thoughts.

This is similar to where we are at. This has prompted a lot of thoughts about what is going on with her. I would love to have her shadow a student for a week. I am going to ask. I really don't think they will, but it would be great. I will at least go for a visit. That commitment to boundaries really makes me think about the conversations we have been having. I think this is all coming up again because we have been talking about plans for next year. I think she may be feeling some angst over it. And she is needing some direction and focus. It is the age! Having her accept and be happy with the choice makes all the difference at this age, but you are right. I can't ask everyone else to give up what they want for her. Thanks for the encouragement! There is, but it would be about a mile walk. And I don't like her doing that when no one is around. I am the only one of our 4 neighbors who is home during the day. We would be gone before the bus and back after it. I don't like the idea her walking to/from the bus with no one around. If the weather is bad, it would be tough. If we were in a neighborhood, it wouldn't bother me.

Dd (9th next year) wants to go to school. She always has. She wants to ride the bus, have a locker, and hang out with her friends. She is obsessing about it, and her attitude is terrible. But I know it's not what she thinks it is or what she is looking for. She can't move past something until she tries it. She is really obsessed with trying it. Trying school means some big sacrifices for the family. We do an academic homeschool co-op. Due to times and locations, we can't do both school and co-op. All of our kids would have to drop co-op. If we drop co-op, we may not be able to get back in. It's full with a wait list. Missing a few weeks would set everyone back academically, and I have responsibilities in it. So it's a big decision to stop this year or not do it next year. Dd romanticizes everything. She wanted to play soccer, field hockey, softball, volleyball, do gymnastics, karate, dance, horseback riding, play guitar, piano, violin, learn Chinese, French, Spanish etc.. She wants that team camaraderie or to have that skill, but at the rec levels, you just don't get that. She is not willing to do the hard work to acquire the skill or move past rec level that because she doesn't really want to do that activity. She does have this in one program she is very active in and in our homeschool group. I'm happy to let dc try things to find an interest, but you will see that season through. For dd, 2 weeks in, and she wants to quit. So the remainder of the time is miserable (for me!) Recently, she decided she wanted to try a new activity. I actually made her wait 2 years before I would sign her up because it was so expensive and far away. I made her help pay for it. And 2 weeks in.... I was driving an hour each way for her to not want to go. :cursing: We live rurally. Our high school isn't great. She'd be taking her core academic classes online at the HS. They aren't live classes either. So basically school on the computer. They can't offer the number of classes they need due to space and budget, so they offer them online. And none of her friends go to our local HS anyway! We can't afford the private school 2 of her friends go to, and even if we could, I can't make the 30 mile drive one way to the closest one twice a day. Her friends all live much closer to the school than we do. Most of her friends are homeschooled or part of this program she is in but they don't live in our district. So she wouldn't see then at school. She is grumpy and difficult all day snapping at everyone because she wants to go to school. I am ready to send her to boarding school. (I actually did suggest that because there is one an hour away that she could get a scholarship for, and I wouldn't have to drive her everyday. She could come home 3 days a week. It would have everything she was looking for even friends. We even went to visit, but she doesn't want to go there.) Part of me wants to just send her and let her experience it for the year, and part of knows how miserable it will be as soon as she decides she doesn't want to be there because it's not just hanging out with friends all day. She can't see what she would be giving up. And she can't get past this Disney idea of what high school looks like. This comes up every year, but it is getting worse and worse every year. I don't know what to do. I need some ideas.

That is great!

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Ask for early check in. Sit in the lobby or Panera before check in. Request late check out and stay in the lobby after check out. Then go to library, Starbucks and/or Panera. You could squeeze in a lot of time.

I am sorry. It is very hard!

Well, it is not my favorite. But we did it. It is a long story. But sort of the same. It was name we wanted to use. It is second middle name. So 3 names like you mentioned. But we never intended to have more kids. So we used it. And then it was the only name dh, myself and biomom could agree on. It is complicated but she wanted a name almost identical to another child's name. So this was better. We use a nickname of the name. But I didn't want to just give the nickname. So our youngest has a sibling's middle name as his first name. It has been fine. No one cares.