OKAY!
I've had a restful weekend.
I listed all of my options and looked at what I have on hand and samples I could view.
I had already printed out notebooks for the 3 boys of the Biblioplan pages (Cool History, Maps, Timelines and Giants of the Faith) with nice dividers for each unit. I have all of the extra reading books we planned to use. It looked all so overwhelming. Then I 'searched the Hive' :) I found how others use BP. I saw some daily and weekly schedules. I looked at one week of the Family Guide. And it didn't look as bad as I saw it during my panic attack.
We are going to give it a shot this week and see what happens. I was seeing that putting my own ideas together could be worse than 'checking off a box' that is already planned out. I just need to be able to know my limits and leave out what doesn't fit into our busy life. With farming, family (including 19 grandchildren :) ), hunting, home business, church, school, working at a horse ranch..........SO MUCH TO DO!!! :) We are trying to fit all of our other subjects in, too. I get them all up at 6 and the day flies from there!
I'll try to report back next week....
Pam