If you wanted to write a story about your life would it be a fantasy life filled with joy happiness and end with a happy ending. Or would it be a tragedy. Filled with hopelessness and ultimately end with a biter and sad ending. Can you say the decisions in your life were made with the right state of mind or were they ill advised and unfortunately led to your life being an up and down roller coaster that would continuously go without ever stopping until you’ve met the single most import thing to you. Which is death. People think of death as the end of your life, but at the same time doesn’t death mean you have completed everything you were meant to do, if you believe god has a path for you to take don’t you think that this was it that this moment you decide to do the unthinkable is what he had planned from the beginning after all he did give you the freedom to control your own thoughts and decisions did he not? If you’re like me than you hate your life, you know there are bright spots in it that you should keep in mind when your mind is racing and looking for a way out, but at the same time everything has consumed you and you are struggling to even take a simple breath at times. Life has gotten so hard tat you cant even bring yourself to do something as natural as breathing, or blinking your eye, and even moving a single muscle. The things that are natural upon birth have gotten to be the most painful and utterly most impossible of things to do because life has fucked you over.