In the last two weeks, we pulled our domestic portfolio. Our file had been 'active' & waiting since last October. This summer, we had been chosen & after 6 weeks of waiting, the birthmom changed her mind. Each state does have different 'rules' on how long birthparents have to change their minds. That process of 'losing' a baby we never held, was much harder than I would have thought. It was very hard on our children as well.
We put our application in for an Ethiopian child the same day we pulled our domestic file. We adopted our youngest daughter (now 8) at 3 months. She's African American in our white family & longs for a sibling that looks like her, or at least doesn't look like us. To chose an agency, we went to some web boards that agencies are not allowed to go onto for honest feedback. We checked references, and also compared fees. They vary dramatically!
We, too, have had attachment issues. We didn't know what they were & truly didn't expect them adopting her at such a young age. We're making progress.
She doesn't look anything like me & I love her the same as the other children in my family.
We're at the massive paperwork phase & all family members are so excited. There is definately labor involved in adopting...just a different type of labor & so very worth it.